I thoroughly enjoyed spending a few hours with my favorite aunt, Shelia Holmes, rearranging our booth at Kaleidoscope, eating a yummy lunch together, and just catching up today! Sometimes people underestimate the power of face-to-face interaction with loved ones! It refreshes the soul!
I have to say, I feel a little terrified by the thought of my 21 day sugar detox being over! Under its umbrella, I knew there were certain things that I just simply couldn't have. Now that I'm "on my own," I am afraid of myself, my will. I have prayed for a keen sense of knowing what is good for my body and what is not. Now that the toxins of sugar and artificial sweeteners have been cleansed from my body, I am more sensitive to these cues, but still have to test the waters a little. The ghost of diets past wants to remind me of my failures and make me relive them. The Ghost of diet future, my God who has already walked the path before me, desires to see me succeed! I'm choosing to trust Him! After all, I'm human, and humans are untrustworthy!
About a year ago, I read 1 Cor. 10:23, "Everything is permissible - but not everything is beneficial." Now that I am living the lifestyle for which the detox prepared me, I think that keeping this Scripture close to my heart might be a really smart thing! I have no real restrictions placed on what I can eat or drink, but not everything is good for me! Later in the chapter in verse 31, it says, "So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God." There you have it!
Blessings!
Aug 28, 2013 - Day 20 of SD: Today was an awesome day! Work was great! The people I work with are fantastic! I felt really good, too! An interesting thing happened on my way home from work, also. I was CRAVING a cobb salad with that yummy avocado lime ranch dressing from Chick-fil-a, (yeah! I craved a salad) so I pulled in the drive thru and excitedly ordered my delicious salad and a large unsweet tea with lemon! Of course, I couldn't wait an hour till I got home to eat it, and I didn't want to waste time before I got home, so I did what any law-abiding, conscientious citizen would do...I cut that chicken up on my salad, drizzled my dressing across the greens, tossed it around a little, and took off down the road! In hindsight, driving and salads don't actually make a good combo, but I was hungry and ready to get home! All was well for about 4 bites, but then I dumped that entire beautiful salad into my lap! Smooth move, Ex-Lax! Now this might gross you out a bit, and you may never think the same of me again, but I pulled over (safety first, lol) and scooped that salad back into the bowl, wiped off my pants and the steering wheel with a wet one, and continued my journey home...and my dinner. Don't judge me!
I never thought there would ever come a day when I pulled through a drive thru and ordered a salad without even thinking about how badly I wanted something else! Another victory!!! Today, I had a random confession time with a friend and colleague, and admitted something I had never spoken out loud before. I was so obsessed with food that you might even say it was my idol! I ate in secret. It was nothing for me to pull through that same Chick-fil-a drive thru and order a regular CFA sandwich with large fries, Chick-fil-a sauce, and a large Coke (easy ice because you get more Coke that way) to eat on the way home. Then, if I was in the mood, I might stop at Sonic or DQ in Anson and order a hot fudge shake or hot fudge blizzard. The kicker is that I would try to HIDE my evidence before I got home. I often tossed my trash in the dumpster before I drove into the driveway so my family wouldn't know what I had eaten. It made me feel so much better to get that off my chest, but it was so hard to admit! Poor Nancy Ochs just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time! Thanks, Nanc!
The enemy likes for us to keep those deep, dark secrets, though! He is better able to hold us captive and torture us in a dark, hidden dungeon where we can neither be seen nor heard. When the Light starts to shine in on us, we are revived and the darkness flees! The same is true for our hidden sins and shames. Today, when I released that secret into the light, another shackle was broken, and another bucketload of dirt was thrown into the pit that was once my prison!
It's almost here! Tomorrow is DAY 21!!! Blessings!
I never thought there would ever come a day when I pulled through a drive thru and ordered a salad without even thinking about how badly I wanted something else! Another victory!!! Today, I had a random confession time with a friend and colleague, and admitted something I had never spoken out loud before. I was so obsessed with food that you might even say it was my idol! I ate in secret. It was nothing for me to pull through that same Chick-fil-a drive thru and order a regular CFA sandwich with large fries, Chick-fil-a sauce, and a large Coke (easy ice because you get more Coke that way) to eat on the way home. Then, if I was in the mood, I might stop at Sonic or DQ in Anson and order a hot fudge shake or hot fudge blizzard. The kicker is that I would try to HIDE my evidence before I got home. I often tossed my trash in the dumpster before I drove into the driveway so my family wouldn't know what I had eaten. It made me feel so much better to get that off my chest, but it was so hard to admit! Poor Nancy Ochs just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time! Thanks, Nanc!
The enemy likes for us to keep those deep, dark secrets, though! He is better able to hold us captive and torture us in a dark, hidden dungeon where we can neither be seen nor heard. When the Light starts to shine in on us, we are revived and the darkness flees! The same is true for our hidden sins and shames. Today, when I released that secret into the light, another shackle was broken, and another bucketload of dirt was thrown into the pit that was once my prison!
It's almost here! Tomorrow is DAY 21!!! Blessings!